Hiding From Their Faces...

I'm Done.

Sun, 19 Oct 2008 22:17:09 GMT

So, I guess...this is it, huh? Was a a lot shorter than I expected. Thought I'd be here a few years, y'know? Doctors say I'll still be under a watch back home, if only for a little while. They've given me pills to take home and a prescription to go with it, just in case I ever need more.

It's weird. I didn't think...I'd ever get out. Guess that proves wrong, wouldn't it? It's sad, really. I met a lot of people here. Friends. Lovers. Almost ~~so close~~ a husband. All of whom I made family. You guys were basically the closest thing I got to one in a long time. =]

Look me up when you get out, yeah? Head for California. Head for the Strip. I'll meet you there.

And maybe then we can pick up from where we last left off.

Yes? No?

Thu, 16 Oct 2008 01:05:34 GMT

I just asked him to marry me.

Really.
And just...out of no where. I think I scared him too...

But I meant every word I said. I don't like to lie...
Well, I don't lie a lot, but I wouldn't lie about this. That'd just be cruel. I can be evil, but I'm not into torture. I don't do that kind of shit.

...Angus? Please?

History of the Future.

Sun, 12 Oct 2008 20:13:47 GMT

I seem to be posting a lot of our conversations. <___<
But he's too much fun. XD I can't help it.
I blame him.

damned666crazy: Hey srs question.
emerald5beauty: ask away =D
damned666crazy: why do I have to be sensitive about the jews? =[ I wasn't part of the LOLocaust. That was years ago. I don't want to have to walk on eggshells for an entire race of people. ~~I know I look around ED to much, SHUTTUP~~
emerald5beauty: It's simple. ~~LMAO~~
emerald5beauty: it's a distraction. To keep you from noticing their secret jewish operation of bombing buildings and blaming the terrorists just so they can get the insurance money from the pplzzzzz. :B
damned666crazy: You're insane...but probably right. XD
emerald5beauty: and now you have to be quiet, or else they'll know you know about the secret operation
damned666crazy: D: ???
emerald5beauty: and they take the muslims who will use Allah to strike you down
emerald5beauty: because muslims are poor <.< and get their money from the jews so they might smite people in their way with the muslim gods
emerald5beauty: and they target people with Fidel Castro's help
emerald5beauty: because he hates as many people as equivalent to the jews
emerald5beauty: who would rather RAEP his pplzzzz
emerald5beauty: and then impregnate most the of the womanzzz of Cuba
emerald5beauty: and then the children will one day grow up, and with the jews alongside Canada and Turkey
emerald5beauty: they shall take down Russia with the help of the muslims...really, just Allah
damned666crazy: Jesus Christ, where do you get this stuff? XD
emerald5beauty: and they will use the russian nuclear weapons to threaten the world
emerald5beauty: and we will all be owned and most likely all end up fucked
emerald5beauty: resulting in people 1/3 canadian, 1/3 Turkey...ish...and 1/3 Cuba
emerald5beauty: resulting THEN in a world where people all look the same and cower in fear of each other not being able to tell apart
emerald5beauty: the enemies to allies. MINDFUCK.
emerald5beauty: the jews have won
emerald5beauty: THE END 8D
damned666crazy: Ooooh. Mmmyyy. Goooddd. I love you. Marry me. <3

Meant not to offend people; he said he was sorry for saying it afterward...but I posted it anyway. <___<
So really? Have a sense of humor. XD Please.
For the sake of the future. <3 And in all fairness...I started it. LOL

[[P.S.- ED refers to Encyclopedia Dramatica. Go look it up for some laughs. =] It's amazing, I shit you not.]]

This Was Priceless.

Thu, 09 Oct 2008 01:13:04 GMT

damned666crazy: Dude, if you were a girl, would you do girls?
emerald5beauty: Ehhhh, probably not.
damned666crazy: Not even if you were getting a million dollars?
emerald5beauty: No. xD But I can't tell you the amount of guys who'd be in trouble if I ever got my hands on them as a girl.
damned666crazy: OHGAWD Do I wanna know?
emerald5beauty: Dude, back home in Sydney, if I could rewind back to my time at school OMG So many.
damned666crazy: Are they the ones from the photos? XD
emerald5beauty: YES. 8D I'd go find Lego first. And then Robby. They're the pretty ones. ;D And then I'd go find Robby's older brother, Lee. He's even got a girly name so it's okay. XD
damned666crazy: Lego? OMG You would NOT.
emerald5beauty: OMG I SO WOULD. >D
damned666crazy: But...I wanted him. ;~; He looked pretty in that photo you showed me. You said I could have him! D:
emerald5beauty: Oops. I lied. <___<
emerald5beauty: oh, and Chris T. Yupyupyup. That ass would so be mine. And he's my height, so it's nice. :3
damned666crazy: If your brother didn't already own you, I so would. o.O;;
damned666crazy: We'd go back to your old school and find these pretty boys and we'd do unmentionable things to them, and they'd love it.
emerald5beauty: ...wait, couldn't we still do that as guys? xD
damned666crazy: We could do that too. It'd make a better mindfuck, wouldn't it?

We have such amazing conversations. LMAO

News.

Sun, 05 Oct 2008 16:41:12 GMT

DomoNews to be exact.

Yup. He speaks the truth...

Nah, I just really like the picture. XD

He's Short.

Fri, 26 Sep 2008 23:49:39 GMT

emerald5beauty: You wouldn't know class if it hit you upside the face. :P
damned666crazy: No, maybe not, but at least class doesn't have to bend over to hit me.
emerald5beauty: ...that was low.
damned666crazy: So are you.
emerald5beauty: YOU ARE NOT AMUSING. Just thought I'd tell you that.
damned666crazy: And I can tell you a whole bunch of shit
damned666crazy: Liiiiiike how you're short, small, tiny, little, itty bitty...
emerald5beauty: OHMYGODSHUTUP D<
damned666crazy: You're short.
emerald5beauty: No, the rest of the world is too fucking tall.
damned666crazy: Nah. You're just too fucking SHORT. c:

He just couldn't win. >8D

Thu, 25 Sep 2008 01:05:19 GMT

I'm starting to think that maybe...I'm getting better.

I woke up this morning, and for the first time in what's felt like years...I knew everyone's face.

It might be the meds talking, but hey, it's nice to hope not.

Hmmm.

Wed, 17 Sep 2008 23:47:59 GMT

I really should be more worried about the fact I lose to myself far more often than I do win when I play solitaire. <___<

New. Old. Same.

Thu, 11 Sep 2008 01:23:16 GMT

Duff's new...

Jimmy's gone, which is, in a weird way, a nice relief.

Axl and Izzy are still married; side for the fact I've learned Izzy's got a new buddy "Jeff" and he likes climbing trees.

Steven's here. That's cool. :D

Angus...you're still short motherfucker, it's gonna stay that way; I relay you this only out of love, trust me. <3

Hazel needs to come talk to me. I miss him. D: _{[[Entirely my fault on that part.]]}

Some times, it's nice to know some things don't change. But, you know, somethings...they do ~~stillinneedofsexherepeople~~. But hell, we'll all get to 'em eventually, right?

OOC

Fri, 05 Sep 2008 02:40:58 GMT

[Well, it's back to school for me: Salem State to be exact. Starting my Sophomore year of collage (OMFG I'm old. D: ) And it's been a pretty hectic week (School shopping for books and other class related items, school clothes, getting a new lap top, a few hours drive to the campus @___@ (Damn the gas prices, damn them.) And settling in with yet another new roommate...) and I apologize to the fact I've hardly been on at all lately.

I'm just getting settled in, and I hope to be on more regularly when I'm finished. =) ]

Been Thinking...

Sun, 31 Aug 2008 19:31:48 GMT

It'd be really great to just get drunk right about now. And I mean hammered.

Smashed.

Wasted.

Whatever, just fucking drunk would be nice. Forgetting a few days and a killer hangover would be worth it. I don't give a damn.

Axl, I know you have some shit. Share damn it.

D:

Wed, 27 Aug 2008 00:46:21 GMT

It is not natural, nor is it right to deprive a human of sex for this long.

<___< [I haven't been on in, what? Forever and a half. Blame me. x3] Now that that's out of the way...uh-huh. There isn't a lot to say unless you've done something, now is there? Well, lets go to the basics... How is everyone anyway? =)

OOC

Fri, 15 Aug 2008 19:33:46 GMT

[On a vacation with Victoria for a week; be back soon enough :3 ]

Single.

Wed, 13 Aug 2008 22:19:13 GMT

Yup.

Swing by some time. Please. ;] ~~Ihaven'tbeenlaidinforever...~~

The Movies.

Fri, 08 Aug 2008 18:42:33 GMT

Went and saw X-Files: I Want To Believe. 8D Dana Scully is one lucky bitch.

David. David. David. David. <3 It should be illegal to be that sexy. ;D

OOC Post...

Sun, 03 Aug 2008 03:07:41 GMT

[Due to the fact Victoria's (Angus) computer charger seems to be in need of a fix, it seems I'll be having trouble getting on as often as I do. =( I'll do what I can, and I hope to catch you all soon. ~<3]

L.A.

Fri, 01 Aug 2008 05:43:45 GMT

It's great to be back home. It really is. And guess what! The sun actually shines here. =)

Duff bought a nice house that he shares with Rikki. Snazzy place. And I can damn near get lost in there just as easy as I can here; only there, at least I know I'll be able to find my way out eventually...and the sun :'D I love it.

...and my mom says "Hi" to anyone who cares. xD

BIIIIRTHDAAAAYYYYY!

Wed, 23 Jul 2008 17:08:09 GMT

8D It's my birthdaaaayyyy today!

Ha! I'm twenty one!

Birthday sex people. NOW. XD There should be no reason for you all not to come love me. ;) ...Please.

Infirmary...

Wed, 16 Jul 2008 00:34:41 GMT

Punched out another window. Not sure why, though, this time... >____< Be in the infirmary if you need me...please need me?

My New Love...

Thu, 10 Jul 2008 17:49:24 GMT

Yesssssssss. I got a new guitar. :D From Duff.

OOC

Wed, 02 Jul 2008 20:21:12 GMT

[Ah, life's a bitch. A coworker of mine, a week or two ago, her appendix burst, and I had to fill in for her. She was supposed to come back this week...and guess what? Turns out, after her appendix burst, that the acid actually burned a hole in her intestines, and they didn't catch it until just this passing Monday. Ouch.

But, so I'm filling in for her at work for the next week or so, and I'll try to be on best I can, but I can't guarantee anything. So that means no Slash/Bon Scott for a few days :(

Buuuuut, Wo0t for four more hours to my work day xD Just kidding...

Alright, I'll catch you all soon <3]

Window: Broken. Damn.

Fri, 27 Jun 2008 22:09:43 GMT

I just…kinda broke a window in my room <_< I’m not sure why. I think I was angry at the rain. It’s been raining a lot lately…I hate getting wet. Pretty much, drowning will do that to you: fear of water. But punch out a window? Might’ve gone a little too far. Eh, I’ll get it fixed up soon enough. That and I should bandage my knuckles first. Ow. Anyone wanna kiss it? ;~; [Off on vacation for a few days! Taking Slash/Bon Scott with me xD Be back soon!]

Mmmmissing Something...

Fri, 20 Jun 2008 05:22:32 GMT

You know…

I miss the LA coastline. I miss seeing the beaches and all those stupid colorful umbrellas all those tourists use. I miss the sun on The Strip, and The Rainbow. I miss hanging out with my friends, jumping pedestrians on our bikes…I don’t miss crashing headlong into benches though <_<

But I do miss my room, my house, my backyard…I used to pretend I was a dinosaur back then…and I lost my chameleon one of those god-awful days. I miss the reptiles too. Used to just pick them up, string ‘em up under my sleeves, and run off…

I miss my snake. I hope Albion hasn’t killed him yet. Run little dude, run! Dx Or slither…or whatever, just go!

Wow, bored…mmmm, need more friends…

Friendsplzyes? :]

Peter Pan Said Think Happy Thoughts...

Tue, 17 Jun 2008 01:56:32 GMT

Something happy…something happy…

Doctors said I should think of “something happy”.

Huh, happy? Well, I suppose there’re a few things. I could think of something cheesy like my grandma’s cookies she makes every Christmas. I could think of taking Albion out on Halloween that one year he was a pirate and stole all of our neighbor’s candy as “treasure”.

I could think of my first actual…boyfriend. Mike was his name. He was the first person I shared ice cream with. Yeah, I know, it sounds corny, like some sort of sickly-sweet romantic movie, but hey, what’s life without a little overdramatic romance?

I could think of my first guitar; that one-stringed flamenco guitar from my grandmother’s closet. One string, but it meant the whole world to me. It was what first introduced me to a world I had yet to uncover, that I had only been scratching the surface before.

It’s probably inhabiting the underside of my bed… <_<

And I could think of the people I’ve met here. Hazel, Duff, Angus, Axl…happy thoughts. Yeah, I can do that. J

Gone For A Bit!

Fri, 13 Jun 2008 16:16:24 GMT

[I've been invited to go to the Cape with Victoria a.k.a. Angus Young! It's been a while sicne we've hung out.

It's so weird. I mean, we've been friends for years and yet neither of us wanted to tell the other about this xD We're were both afraid of each other's reaction...and then -BAM- I hear her talking about it in class with Kathryn (Her cousin.), and I could barely contain myself from screaming! It was a riot.

But, so I'm off in a little while, and I don't think I'll be back until, uh, Sunday or Monday. And I know you'll all miss me just terribly won't you? :)

Love, Lolly]