So, I guess...this is it, huh? Was a a lot shorter than I expected. Thought I'd be here a few years, y'know? Doctors say I'll still be under a watch back home, if only for a little while. They've given me pills to take home and a prescription to go with it, just in case I ever need more.

It's weird. I didn't think...I'd ever get out. Guess that proves wrong, wouldn't it? It's sad, really. I met a lot of people here. Friends. Lovers.  Almost so close a husband. All of whom I made family. You guys were basically the closest thing I got to one in a long time. =]

Look me up when you get out, yeah? Head for California. Head for the Strip. I'll meet you there.

And maybe then we can pick up from where we last left off.

 

I just asked him to marry me.

Really.
And just...out of no where. I think I scared him too...

But I meant every word I said. I don't like to lie...
Well, I don't lie a lot, but I wouldn't lie about this. That'd just be cruel. I can be evil, but I'm not into torture. I don't do that kind of shit.

...Angus? Please?

I seem to be posting a lot of our conversations. <___<
But he's too much fun. XD I can't help it.
I blame him.

damned666crazy: Hey srs question.
emerald5beauty: ask away =D
damned666crazy: why do I have to be sensitive about the jews? =[ I wasn't part of the LOLocaust. That was years ago. I don't want to have to walk on eggshells for an entire race of people. I know I look around ED to much, SHUTTUP
emerald5beauty: It's simple. LMAO
emerald5beauty: it's a distraction. To keep you from noticing their secret jewish operation of bombing buildings and blaming the terrorists just so they can get the insurance money from the pplzzzzz. :B
damned666crazy: You're insane...but probably right. XD
emerald5beauty: and now you have to be quiet, or else they'll know you know about the secret operation
damned666crazy: D: ???
emerald5beauty: and they take the muslims who will use Allah to strike you down
emerald5beauty: because muslims are poor <.< and get their money from the jews so they might smite people in their way with the muslim gods
emerald5beauty: and they target people with Fidel Castro's help
emerald5beauty: because he hates as many people as equivalent to the jews
emerald5beauty: who would rather RAEP his pplzzzz
emerald5beauty: and then impregnate most the of the womanzzz of Cuba
emerald5beauty: and then the children will one day grow up, and with the jews alongside Canada and Turkey
emerald5beauty: they shall take down Russia with the help of the muslims...really, just Allah
damned666crazy: Jesus Christ, where do you get this stuff? XD 
emerald5beauty: and they will use the russian nuclear weapons to threaten the world
emerald5beauty: and we will all be owned and most likely all end up fucked 
emerald5beauty: resulting in people 1/3 canadian, 1/3 Turkey...ish...and 1/3 Cuba
emerald5beauty: resulting THEN in a world where people all look the same and cower in fear of each other not being able to tell apart
emerald5beauty: the enemies to allies. MINDFUCK.
emerald5beauty: the jews have won
emerald5beauty: THE END 8D
damned666crazy: Ooooh. Mmmyyy. Goooddd. I love you. Marry me. <3

Meant not to offend people; he said he was sorry for saying it afterward...but I posted it anyway. <___<
So really? Have a sense of humor. XD Please.
For the sake of the future. <3 And in all fairness...I started it. LOL

[[P.S.- ED refers to Encyclopedia Dramatica. Go look it up for some laughs. =] It's amazing, I shit you not.]]

damned666crazy: Dude, if you were a girl, would you do girls?
emerald5beauty: Ehhhh, probably not.
damned666crazy: Not even if you were getting a million dollars?
emerald5beauty: No. xD But I can't tell you the amount of guys who'd be in trouble if I ever got my hands on them as a girl.
damned666crazy: OHGAWD Do I wanna know?
emerald5beauty: Dude, back home in Sydney, if I could rewind back to my time at school OMG So many. 
damned666crazy: Are they the ones from the photos? XD
emerald5beauty: YES. 8D I'd go find Lego first. And then Robby. They're the pretty ones. ;D And then I'd go find Robby's older brother, Lee. He's even got a girly name so it's okay. XD 
damned666crazy: Lego? OMG You would NOT.
emerald5beauty: OMG I SO WOULD. >D
damned666crazy: But...I wanted him. ;~; He looked pretty in that photo you showed me. You said I could have him! D:
emerald5beauty: Oops. I lied. <___<
emerald5beauty: oh, and Chris T. Yupyupyup. That ass would so be mine. And he's my height, so it's nice. :3
damned666crazy: If your brother didn't already own you, I so would. o.O;;
damned666crazy: We'd go back to your old school and find these pretty boys and we'd do unmentionable things to them, and they'd love it.
emerald5beauty: ...wait, couldn't we still do that as guys? xD
damned666crazy: We could do that too. It'd make a better mindfuck, wouldn't it?

We have such amazing conversations. LMAO

DomoNews to be exact.



Yup. He speaks the truth...

Nah, I just really like the picture. XD

emerald5beauty: You wouldn't know class if it hit you upside the face. :P
damned666crazy: No, maybe not, but at least class doesn't have to bend over to hit me.
emerald5beauty: ...that was low.
damned666crazy: So are you.
emerald5beauty: YOU ARE NOT AMUSING. Just thought I'd tell you that. 
damned666crazy: And I can tell you a whole bunch of shit 
damned666crazy: Liiiiiike how you're short, small, tiny, little, itty bitty...
emerald5beauty: OHMYGODSHUTUP D<
damned666crazy: You're short.
emerald5beauty: No, the rest of the world is too fucking tall.
damned666crazy: Nah. You're just too fucking SHORT. c: 

He just couldn't win. >8D

I'm starting to think that maybe...I'm getting better.

I woke up this morning, and for the first time in what's felt like years...I knew everyone's face.

It might be the meds talking, but hey, it's nice to hope not. 

I really should be more worried about the fact I lose to myself far more often than I do win when I play solitaire. <___<

Duff's new...

Jimmy's gone, which is, in a weird way, a nice relief.

Axl and Izzy are still married; side for the fact I've learned Izzy's got a new buddy "Jeff" and he likes climbing trees.

Steven's here. That's cool. :D

Angus...you're still short motherfucker, it's gonna stay that way; I relay you this only out of love, trust me. <3

Hazel needs to come talk to me. I miss him. D: _{[[Entirely my fault on that part.]]}

Some times, it's nice to know some things don't change. But, you know, somethings...they do stillinneedofsexherepeople. But hell, we'll all get to 'em eventually, right?

[Well, it's back to school for me: Salem State to be exact. Starting my Sophomore year of collage (OMFG I'm old. D: ) And it's been a pretty hectic week (School shopping for books and other class related items, school clothes, getting a new lap top, a few hours drive to the campus @___@ (Damn the gas prices, damn them.) And settling in with yet another new roommate...) and I apologize to the fact I've hardly been on at all lately.

I'm just getting settled in, and I hope to be on more regularly when I'm finished. =) ]

It'd be really great to just get drunk right about now. And I mean hammered.

Smashed.

Wasted.

Whatever, just fucking drunk would be nice. Forgetting a few days and a killer hangover would be worth it. I don't give a damn.

Axl, I know you have some shit. Share damn it.

[On a vacation with Victoria for a week; be back soon enough :3 ]

Yup.

Swing by some time. Please. ;] Ihaven'tbeenlaidinforever...

Went and saw X-Files: I Want To Believe. 8D Dana Scully is one lucky bitch.



David. David. David. David. <3 It should be illegal to be that sexy. ;D

[Due to the fact Victoria's (Angus) computer charger seems to be in need of a fix, it seems I'll be having trouble getting on as often as I do. =( I'll do what I can, and I hope to catch you all soon. ~<3]

It's great to be back home. It really is. And guess what! The sun actually shines here. =)

Duff bought a nice house that he shares with Rikki. Snazzy place. And I can damn near get lost in there just as easy as I can here; only there, at least I know I'll be able to find my way out eventually...and the sun :'D I love it.

...and my mom says "Hi" to anyone who cares. xD

8D It's my birthdaaaayyyy today!

Ha! I'm twenty one!



Birthday sex people. NOW. XD There should be no reason for you all not to come love me. ;) ...Please.

Punched out another window. Not sure why, though, this time... >____< Be in the infirmary if you need me...please need me?

Yesssssssss. I got a new guitar. :D From Duff.